|
Post by Luthias Manius on Feb 25, 2013 16:51:47 GMT -5
I gnaw on my lower lip, scolding myself. How could I let myself accept her? God, we would surely be found out- and if would be all my fault. I sigh but shake my head as Cassidy pouts. Honestly, I couldnt tell that face the truth. She really was pretty, especially after my mind finally admired her in new ways, not just for her high level of intelligence. "No, Im just missing the news- probably something quite interesting." I explain, keeping my voice casual and not hinting towards my use of sarcasm. I hesitate for a split second before nodding. "I suppose we are a, how you say, 'item'. One that hasnt come to stores near anyone else yet." I reply, a soft chuckle in my deep voice. I tilt my head down to rest my forehead against hers, almost pulling back immediately. Her smell, so alive. Her pulse beating in her neck, the blood. God, it drove my completely insane. I lower my gaze, hoping Cassidy hadnt noticed the wild look that had come into my eyes.
|
|
|
Post by Cassidy Richards on Feb 25, 2013 19:00:09 GMT -5
I smiled and shook my head. "Don't go all old man on me now." I liked how he could let loose a little, even though we'd probably have to make him a bit less tense. I bit my lip and looked into his green eyes, trying to ignore his small hesitation before admitting to us. I smiled and kissed his cheek lightly before wrapping my arms around him and laughing. Oh, he was a trick. I frowned when he quickly pulled back from me, hurt flashing through my eyes. Had he not yet come to terms with us yet? I sighed and shook him very lightly. "Are you okay? What's wrong?" I chewed on my lip hesitantly, unsure of what I should do. I gave a weak smile and stood on my tippy toes to leave a lingering kiss behind and slightly under his left ear.
|
|
|
Post by Luthias Manius on Feb 25, 2013 19:25:08 GMT -5
"Always will be." I reply, a soft smile gracing my full mouth. Cassidy leans up to kiss my cheek, her arms wrapping around me. I reestablish my own grip around her, looking down as I watch the hurt flash across her face. I wanted to apologze, but how could I explain it? Just be all 'oh, yeah, Im a Vampire, by the way'. Yes, that would defninitely go along swimmingly. T-Theres nothing wrong." I stutter, my green eyes wide. Cassidy stands up to press her lips to a spot just under and to the side of my ear. Could she feel how I didnt have a pulse? Did she notice how I didnt need to breathe? Her throat, so close. I could practically taste her blood running over my tongue, down my throat. I unconsciously lean down, my lips brushing her neck before I jerk back, catching myself. I-I have t-to go." I blurt, untangling myself from her arms. I grab my brief case before flying out the door, my long ginger hair flying behind me as I speed walk to my room which was just up a floor. I climb the stairs, my pace slowing as guilt flows through my veins. But, she wasnt safe around me. I wasnt safe around her.
|
|
|
Post by Cassidy Richards on Feb 25, 2013 19:50:58 GMT -5
I smile. He was old-fashioned, and I could respect that. I guess I could get used to his old speech. I liked him the way he was, charming, witty, and kind of confusing. I furrowed my brow at his stammering, this was unlike him. I sighed in content and felt a shudder run through me as he pressed his soft lips to my neck, but for only a second before pulling back and making a mad dash for the exit. I stood there, completely dumbfounded. What had just happened? I huffed and quickly followed him, trying to keep up with his brisk pace. I followed him to the right floor, but I didn't know which room. I chewed on my lip as I slowly walked down the hall, being very quiet. Maybe he'd make a sound. "Luthias?" I asked gently, worry laced through my voice.
|
|
|
Post by Luthias Manius on Feb 25, 2013 20:09:39 GMT -5
I eventually reach my floor, starting down the hotel-like hallway at a slower pace. Cassidy wouldnt come after me, would she? No, she was probably still in my room, bawling her gorgeous blue eyes out. A knot tightens in my chest and I ignore it, digging out my key to my room. 176. I stop, placing the key in the lock as her call reaches my ears. My name. First name basis, remember?; I think bitterly, my door swinging open. I had a 40inch TV, the only luxury I really allowed myself. My bed was a twin, nothing special. Kitchen, older appliances, the hardwood floors wee nice, though. "Yes." I eventually make myself call back, though I could hear the dejected waver in my voice. I steel myself, running my hands over my face as I feel like punching something. "Im right here." I continue, leaning against the door jam as I keep my emerald green eyes trained on the ground.
|
|
|
Post by Cassidy Richards on Feb 25, 2013 20:47:29 GMT -5
I walked a little bit further down the hall an prepared myself to turn around and a sob escaped and I furiously tried to wipe away the tears that just rained from my eyes. I jumped when I finally heard an answer, further down the hall. I moved slowly, cautiously. I took a ragged breath in before wiping my eyes and making an appearance. My eyes followed the designs of the floor, not wanting to meet his eyes. My hands were pressed together in front of my stomach. I didn't want him to see my weakness. "I'm sorry." I sobbed, trying to pull myself together. I just couldn't look at his beautiful green eyes, I was afraid of what I'd find there. I didn't know if he was ashamed of me, or why he left in the first place, but I didn't want to see the rejection that was surely looming there.
|
|
|
Post by Luthias Manius on Feb 25, 2013 21:01:30 GMT -5
I listen to her footsteps as she comes closer, biting my lower lip at her sobs and tears. Why must I retreat, keeping her safe as I did? It was for her well being, but was it really? Not the way it looked now, no. "Its most certainly not your fault." I reply, bringing my green gaze to her face, watching a tear slide down her cheek. I hesitantly let my large hand reach out to gently wip it from her face, letting it drop back to my side after the movement, the touch. I look back down, then inside. "You may enter, it would not be good for you to be caught on the teacher's floor." I say, gesturing inside my room with a limp wave of my hand. I absentmindedly run a hand through my long red hair, tucking a strand behind my ear.
|
|
|
Post by Cassidy Richards on Feb 25, 2013 21:12:46 GMT -5
I shook my head. It was my fault. I had brought him into this just to satisfy myself. I looked up to him just in time to see him reach for my face, wiping away a tear. I leaned into his touch, and instantly missed it when it was gone. My shining blue eyes found his before I blushed and looked away. It was a stupid move by coming up here, a mistake. I saw now how I had messed up, for a second time. "I don't want to get you in trouble." I whispered, glancing behind me before stepping inside, taking in the scent of him. I turned to look at him, crossing my arms over my midsection. "You don't know how sorry I am." I said, taking a step towards him.
|
|
|
Post by Luthias Manius on Feb 25, 2013 21:23:43 GMT -5
I shake my head lamely as Cassidy says she does not want to get me into trouble. I nudge my brief case into my room after her, over into the corner so it willl be out of the way- I didnt have any papers to grade today, amazingly. I take a step after her, her blue eyes on my green ones. "Please do not apologize. It is my fault." I say, hesitating. Why not jump off the cliff? What did I have to live for. Well, given, being a Vampire wasnt an actual life- just a haunting echo of one. They wouldnt find us out. If they did, why not just go beserk on them as I did my wife, leaving nothing but a trail of destruction in my wake? I mentally blanch at that but take another step forward, playing my hands on Cassidy's hips before pulling her to me. I press my lips to her's softly before leaning into her, shutting the door behind us with my foot.
|
|
|
Post by Cassidy Richards on Feb 25, 2013 21:39:28 GMT -5
I wanted to keep apologizing, but I couldn't. The look on on his face told it all. He wasn't mad at me, just conflicted with himself. I gave him a small smile before wiping my face for any missed tears before stepping into his embrace, accepting his kiss. My hands found their way to his upper back, and I gently pressed my fingers into his back, pulling him closer. I pulled away a few centimeters, placing my forehead against his. "I shouldn't have done this to you, but I don't say that I regret it." I said with a smirk on my face before pulling him back to me. "What can I do to make you feel better?" I asked, fingering his long, red hair.
|
|
|
Post by Luthias Manius on Feb 25, 2013 21:51:43 GMT -5
She doesnt shove me away, which I decide to accept as a good sign. If I were in her place, I'd be disgusted with me. Kiss her, push her away, then just suddenly deice to kiss her again. There had to be something wrong with me, how many guys wished they could be in my shoes right now? Certainly quite a few. Her hands drift up to my back, pulling me towards her as my own keep her pressed to me. My eyes open as Cassidy pulls back, her forehead resting against mine. "I do not regret it, either." I say, a small smile on my face. I honestly sort of did, but I definitely could not tell her that. I give a limp shrug of my shoulders, confused. I was from a different age, and things with more than one simple meaning still baffled me. "In what way do you mean?" I ask, thinking she, perhaps, meant it in some explicit way.
|
|
|
Post by Cassidy Richards on Feb 25, 2013 22:04:16 GMT -5
I smile at his how unknowing he was. I stepped away, leading him to the bed, and sat, pulling him with me. Another kiss, this time with more passion. I ran my hand along his chest, up his neck, so that I was slightly holding his jaw, a smile slipping through the kiss. I was glad that there were no regrets. I wouldn't know what I would do if he did. I laughed and placed my hand on his knee. "I can do anything you want..." I said, kissing him below the jaw, running my hands along his shoulders. "Whatever you want...?" I said, leaving feather-light kisses along his neck.
|
|
|
Post by Luthias Manius on Feb 25, 2013 22:13:11 GMT -5
Her intent soon becomes clear as she takes my hand before leading me back to my room. My eyebrows raise slightly, surprised at how easily she navigated my dorm. I take a seat beside Cassidy, her lips pressing against mine as soon as I got settled. I slowly wrap my arms around her waist, one hand on each side of her. The kiss was deep and passionate, leaving me very breathless. "Oh." I say finally, feeling a little dumb and out-of-the-loop. Her hand rests on my knee and I cannot help the scandalized expression that comes across my face, I wasnt used to things happening so quickly and so.. easily. A small smile creeps onto my face as her hands run over my shoulders, her lips on my neck. I clamp my mouth shut, not wanting the temptation of her blood again. My hands slip under her shirt, tracing up her sides as they raised, seemingly of their own accord.
|
|
|
Post by Cassidy Richards on Feb 25, 2013 22:23:44 GMT -5
I smiled and giggled lightly, loving this. He seemed a little flustered at first, but now he was getting the hang of it. I felt him getting used to the idea, slowly, but surely. My heart skipped a beat as his hands slid under my shirt, my mind still adjusting to these thoughts. Sad to say, I was new to this. I was told to wait for the right guy, and I felt as if I was with the right man. I ran my hands down his sides, fingering the top of his suit pants, loosening the hem of his shirt and unbuttoning it, disregarding his opinion of it. "Is this what you wanted, or what you needed?" I asked, leaning my head against his chest. I wanted to know if this would satisfy him, I wanted him to be able to believe in us.
|
|
|
Post by Luthias Manius on Feb 26, 2013 16:50:02 GMT -5
Her hands run skim down my sides and I must supress a shudder, my hands continuing to ascend until they finally lift off Cassidy's shirt. I attempt to keep my electric green gaze off of her chest, and eventually fail. I feel a blush creep up my face as her nimble fingers start undoing the buttons of my dress shirt, exposing my milky white skin. Vampires were always quite pale, but I had been pale in life, too, and now I was almost skeleton white. She leans her head against my bony chest and I gently wrap my arms around her body, holding her to me slightly. "I know it sounds offly.. terrible, but before today I only ever thought of you as a student. Then the kiss, and the.. wanting, and, now, the needing. It has escalated quite quickly." I reply thoughtfully, my eyes looking at the ceiling as I spoke. I puul back to look into her blue eyes, a small, soft smile gracing my handsome features before I move forward to press my lips to her's once more.
|
|